Do u know what toxic is? toxic is when they won't treat you right,but they won't let you go either. You don't need that!! you need to be strong, and you need to leave because that is not love and you deserve so much better.
In a Toxic relationship there will always be a fall out:
You avoid each other more and more
Anger and moodiness
unhappiness become the norm
Lies and cheating
So dearest, put on your shoe, tie up your ties, make up your mind and find a better relationship.